HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy 16th Birthday my sweet angel. Me and daddy will be throwing you and Cookie a sweet 16 birthday very soon, daddy just has to make Cookie's present 1st. I miss you very much and wish you were here so I can give u a big birthday kiss and hug. We love you sweetheart happy birthday!!!!

Your sister

Here is a picture of your sister Xanya! I wish she could have met you, I miss you all the time and I love u so much!

Baby news

XOXO it's been a while since I wrote but not much is going on here, I wanted to tell u that you that we found out what the baby will be and you have a baby sister on the way. :-) I wish you could be here when she comes this spring. I miss you so much and its still so hard to except that your not here with us. I miss you and love you and hope that u are ok. Sending big kisses your way! <3

News

Hi sweet baby I just wanted to let u know that I am pregnant! Having you be here to see your little brother or sister would've meant the world to me, I so wish u could be here. But I know u will be watching, its just not the same. Cookie misses you alot I can tell. Sometimes she goes in the living room and just cries. She is wondering where u are at. I am trying to pay attention to her and give her the love she needs so that she doesn't feel so alone. Daddy remembered something funny the other day but now I forgot :-( oh well hopefully I'll remember again soon. We all miss you sweetie

New Job

Daddy started a new job today! He was so excited. Me and Cookie were up early with him trying to help make his morning easier and to wish him luck, and I was wishing so bad that you were here to wish him luck as well. It's so hard not having you around, but I know your still with us even if we can't see you. I love you.

Goodnight baby!

Oreo mommy is missing you alot right now, god I miss you so much it hurts. Wish I could kiss you goodnight. I hope you are ok, we all miss you so much. Good night baby girl.

Missing my baby :-(

I am a little emotional today, I really want to hold Oreo. She liked when I picked her up and put her over my shoulder she would rub my face and head and get all crazy and happy.

A strange encounter I had happened somewhere between a few days to a week after Oreo was gone, I was looking out the bay window in the kitchen into the back yard and a white and black bird flew by and landed on a tree in the back. Where it landed I couldn't get a good look at it, but I was like "oh my god"! I have only seen black and white birds in that Windex commercial but never in real life. and this one was more white then black, it was kinda white with patches of black just like Oreo. I had asked joel if he had ever seen a black and white bird before and he said yes, but I have NEVER seen one. It was just odd to me to never see one and then all of a sudden see one a few days after Oreo was gone. Makes you wonder......

Another thing but this is kinda funny, both of them have different things that make them sneeze. For Cookie to sneeze all you have to do is wake her up from a deep sleep, LOL yep that is weird huh? When ever you wake her up she has a sneeze attack. LOL Silly girl.

Oreo only sneezes if she leans her head back to far. I miss my baby.