Joel was off this weekend and I am so thankful for that because when I am alone I lose it. If I break down and he is there he comforts me and it really does help, alot. We went and saw Oreo Saturday morning she was the same, just laying there not moving. Dr. Simon said she laid inside the litter box at one point, again that does not sound like my baby girl, she is much to clean for that. She was peeing on herself still. While sitting up there with her and petting her and talking to her I was crying and my tears where making a puddle on the floor. This is my little girl, my sweet little girl who has always been there for me no matter what, my little girl who loves momma as much as momma loves her. I just can't bare to see her suffer. But I still had a small hope that she will be ok. She still had not had any food and didn't want any. They were gonna give force feeding a try because she had to eat other wise her liver might start failing. I gave the ok for that but its hard to think about, the thought of someone force feeding my sweet baby breaks my heart. But they said when they tried to feed here that she still had some fight in her. There was something comforting about that. They closed at 2pm on Saturday and again my nerves were going crazy all night at home.
I was getting so many messages from friends and family on my myspace about Oreo and wondering how she is and trying to comfort me and I was thankful for all that, I wish Oreo knew that alot people cared and were praying for her.
Nights are so hard without her!
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